Well, perhaps yesterday presaged what was coming.

I've never come out of an appraisal feeling I wanted to cry.

It was so disheartening and discouraging...

Apparently I should be planning more, leading more, organizing more. My document was 'thin' (though better by the end of the 2 and half hours) and I have a ton of things I now need to do - but no more time to do them. Aaaaargh!